It would be a lie if I said where ever you are I hope your happy ...my hope is that some days our ,Memories claw at you too.

DEC 26

I'm empty ...I find myself on the verge of tears more often than not...but I'm happy right? I fell in love with a man more broken than I.. somehow half a man can make me feel less than human with a simple sigh out of place...

sleep cant fix

This routine is suffocating me...I miss the ones who felt my sorrow.

Its too much the power being madly in love with someone has over mind ..body. and soul ...that power that makes yiu feel like everything. Or nothing at all...its almost unbearable.

june

I find myself wondering about people who have long ago left me for dead, I find myself staring. In to blank spaces trying to remember details of faces attached to shady memories ..

for your birthday...

I wish i could give you more than my effort,because the way you make me feel when you simply reach for me in your sleep is worth all your hearts desire.

Im starting to see the cracks in our foundation.....losing faith that forever really means forever.