he's screaming i love you

like the words itself have the potential to engulf him in flames...

"it is burning in my stomach and i feel like if i didnt say it i was going to yell it out my body just couldnt keep it bottled up inside anymore"

ive always saw love as something like a fire..

universe you're toying with me..

hearing him say "fuck " turns my insides into knots, he sound exactly like you..the way you form your sentences ,everything is a reminder..of you and your pretty mouth...I dont understand why i can't escape...

no love , no glory.

harry potter look alike your looking thru me like glass,I have nothing left to hide behind...and im scared as fuck.

who are you haunted by? i know its not me but at least id like to think that it's the safe place i took you to..

im speechless.

i always talk about you,because you are the only thing thats real.

screaming from the rafters..

wont make your statement true, its a lie ..you're a liar.
and the person your lying next to wont change that, throwing a cover over something doesn't make it disappear...it remains.

have fun "wit yo girl"

oh and fuck you..

I won't become good. I won't become nice. I'll be bad just for him. I'll fuck just for him. When I can fuck without looking for his love I'll stop running.

7/12

" I'm there when no one else is, when your horrible to be around and i stick around even when i wanna slap you for being dumb and letting these boys hurt you ...I am your best friend that's my job"

looking back..

I believe this was one of the greatest nights of my life,looking at this picture now i still remember how loved ..how free it all felt.

I cant even breathe..

you spent the last year trying to prove that you are not like everyone else, but you are ...you fucking are ...you used me, and you made a goddamn fool of me.

I deserve this ...

Dear savannah

I'm gonna need you to stay strong.

back to basics

My best friend just confessed to me that she felt like i was drifting ..i didnt even know what to say .
i wanted to say i recently realized how much time I've invested in things that dont matter and Im sorry ..

and if there is one person in this world that deserves more from me it is you,

and that i dont feel present ..nothing feels real. I'm sorry..im sorry. if i ever made you feel anything less then loved by me, my lighthouse.

but
the only words i could manage is ..im not going anywhere.

" you're like one of those girls who'll fuck everybody except the guy who loves her"

sweet

you manage to always appear when i feel like the grounds gonna give way beneath my feet..........

him: you're not the type of girl that needs saving..

I : what if  I am?

him: your not..nor do i think you'll ever be...but ..shit ..I'm here you could always just run away with me.