Tuesday, November 27, 2012

sigh

What i want ...and reality seems so far apart on days like today...im just so confused.

Sunday, November 18, 2012

i wish my heart understood the concept of ..rushing...it only seems to grasp rejection ...and

Saturday, November 3, 2012

Thursday, October 18, 2012

I am aware that we have enough sorrow between us to wipeout a whole city.

Wednesday, October 17, 2012

mine

I wish i could remember when you and i became"we"not just the word choice the moment i felt it in my bones that i was yours and you were mine.

Monday, October 15, 2012

Monday, October 1, 2012

that which doesn't kill you leaves a scar.

you are my demon .........the body is nothing more then a shell..sex is little more then a expression...ask me again how being in love with someone i never fucked almost killed me...people underestimate the heart..mine especially

Wednesday, September 26, 2012

weak in the knees for pretty eyed boys with swallow paper heart.

Monday, September 24, 2012

what wouldn't you do for love.

on days like today im painfully aware of how im still very much alone...though love is in my heart...moments like this i dont feel safe or saved.

Saturday, August 11, 2012

i loved you then and i love you now..

the day you leave is always the   hardest , i spend my night searching for you in my sheets...

Friday, July 20, 2012

i kno my words to you are like fist hitting concrete .... but i dont know how to be anything but hard on you...i wont let you drown in me...your to dynamic to drown in me

Sunday, July 8, 2012

/your  smell is something i never get tired of..its that familiar  smell of home..home is your arms around me....



saying i love you  doesnt seem to grasp this feeling

Monday, June 18, 2012

ive been searching my whole life for someone to fall to pieces in front of.

Saturday, June 2, 2012

babycakes

to be in a relationship with someone who  is content  with just taking a nap with me is the truest testaments of love ive ever known there is something so pure....



also i love you more than anything..you have already stood by me for better or worst.

Monday, May 21, 2012

this song always makes me think about you and those nights we laid awake just being..

Saturday, May 12, 2012

xfg

he looks at her,almost as if he was looking thur her..all at once she realizes..never has she felt this beautiful, never this at peace

Friday, May 4, 2012

"the only way to be content  in life is to marry your best friend "

Friday, April 27, 2012

nights like tonight ..where your somewhere sleeping soundly..and im up because the monster in my head wont let me close my eyes..

what am i when your not around?

nothing much i guess..

Friday, April 6, 2012

I feel like a walking open wound ..everything gets in.. everything hurts.



I love you more then anything ...everything., i can't help but feel like some booby trap you fell in..i keep waiting for your escape.

Friday, March 30, 2012

almost happy.

I have to work so hard just to be okay ..most days I don't how or why i bother..

but with you I'm almost happy ....I can't lose this.

Monday, March 12, 2012

Thursday, March 8, 2012

you've spent the whole entire day apologizing to me....you and I are so much alike..were so hard on the things that we love.

Sunday, March 4, 2012

repeat ..repeat ..repeat..stop..breath...repeat ..repeat..FUCKING REPEAT.

Saturday, March 3, 2012

the things that weigh down on me everyday are beginning to take its toll on us ..I swore i would never let it touch us..but im failing...and your pushing.

Monday, February 27, 2012

loveisabattlefield

" you make me the happiest I've ever been, i would do anything for you and i accept you for all that you are..i wouldn't know what i would do if you weren't in my life..i mean it ..the world without you doesn't make sense..i never been in love but i believe this is what it entails..so yes i love you"

Thursday, February 16, 2012

kkjjlkk

I haven't had time to catch my breath as of lately..I feel like everything around me is moving along so fast..a few annoying things remain..just a few.

I feel more loved by a man that doesn't love me ..then i have in my life...I don't understand..

I'm ashamed of how beautiful you make my life ...i want you to see yourself through my eyes.

Thursday, January 12, 2012

1/11

in your eyes i see everything that is right about me..you make my scars feel like badges of honor.

Friday, January 6, 2012

more than wonderful

2 days in your arms doesn't seem like enough....i find it hard to think of a time where i will tire of you..i'm kind of in a dream like haze ...i want you ..i can't get enough..i dont know how else to put it.