almost happy.

I have to work so hard just to be okay ..most days I don't how or why i bother..

but with you I'm almost happy ....I can't lose this.

freedom is not free..everything has it's price.

you've spent the whole entire day apologizing to me....you and I are so much alike..were so hard on the things that we love.

repeat ..repeat ..repeat..stop..breath...repeat ..repeat..FUCKING REPEAT.

the things that weigh down on me everyday are beginning to take its toll on us ..I swore i would never let it touch us..but im failing...and your pushing.