" i dont expect anything from you"

you don't expect anything from me but to stay lovingly by your side why i get nothing in return.. is that what you ment by that?..because it's all i fucking heard...i called you drunk out of my mind tonight to provoke a response..having just made love to another man , thinking maybe i would feel some guilt ..maybe thinking i would feel some amount of sorrow for what we have become..but there was none..your words make me feel less then human..and now it just hurts looking at you and hearing your voice....i really just want you to stay the fuck away from me and fade off into the distance..