you never loved me and i guess its okay..you were a actor playing the role of a boy in love..speaking to me about feelings you didn't feel..and i don't blame you because i knew the entire time and i fell anyway..i love you ...and im sure i always will...
i believe you saw a women before you that needed love and you did your best to do so..and though you claim that im still all you want..
i refuse to stay and accept what it is you decide to give me ..and yes im dating and im living and i appear to not feel a thing, i feel it all ..i feel the lost everyday.
that first paragraph. fuck. i've lived that first paragraph. fuck.
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